For the longest time, the words wouldn't come. For an eternity, I felt as though I had no emotions to spill out all over the page. And now I find there are so many emotions I have that I just can't seem to stop them from pouring out of my heart. Its as if a damn has been broken and there is an endless flood of feeling, hurt, fear, loneliness, and desperation. And while I stand in the middle of the pool of negativity, I find myself smiling. I am smiling because I see hope, love, and faith. They create a lifeboat for me and I know that I am saved. I will be held above the pessimistic emotions with the ever so powerful positive. And I am saved.
quite is my loudest cry
wouldn’t want to wake the eyes that make me melt inside
and if its healthier to leave you be
may your sickness come and set me free
kill me while I still believe you were meant for me..."
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