Superman

Looking deep into his eyes, I feel that we understand each other to a magnitude that is unmatched by any other. I have waited so long to feel this way and now that I do, I am afraid to close my eyes in fear that it will disappear like a perfect dream. I only wish that I could explain to the world with my words, the person I see when I look at him. His kind heart makes me want to be better. And he has a strength that I wonder if he even realizes that he has. I wish to see the world through his eyes and to feel the love and compassion he possesses radiate through me like a tidal wave. His breathtaking beauty makes my heart flutter as though it is surrounded by a hundred butterflies and I wonder how it is possible for someone to be so gorgeous. 

I find it fascinating to see the way people handle tough situations and how friends and loved ones will provide support, even when they may not agree with the situation. As I take the time to reflect on the wonderful people I have in my life, I realize that I can never express my gratitude enough to the Lord above. I have faith that He already knows.

Quiet is My Loudest Cry

For the longest time, the words wouldn't come. For an eternity, I felt as though I had no emotions to spill out all over the page. And now I find there are so many emotions I have that I just can't seem to stop them from pouring out of my heart. Its as if a damn has been broken and there is an endless flood of feeling, hurt, fear, loneliness, and desperation. And while I stand in the middle of the pool of negativity, I find myself smiling. I am smiling because I see hope, love, and faith. They create a lifeboat for me and I know that I am saved. I will be held above the pessimistic emotions with the ever so powerful positive. And I am saved.

"Breathing in you're skin tonight 
quite is my loudest cry 
wouldn’t want to wake the eyes that make me melt inside 
and if its healthier to leave you be 
may your sickness come and set me free 
kill me while I still believe you were meant for me..."