Fate

I can't help but wonder if it will always be this hard. I try so hard for perfection and although I know such a thing is a figment, I still find myself trying for the impossible. On rare occasions, I feel an ache in my heart for something more. Something more for him and something more for me. The strength I ask for is there. It has been there all along. I have used it in my most critical moments and I continue to use it without recollection. The haze created by my emotions feels like kryptonite and I will not stop the fight against the detrimental effects it may have on my fate. 

"You try to run but you are behind, this evil that chases is within your mind. I help you see and understand that this is me, and this is my hand. A hand of truth and no deceit, confined inside is where we meet..."